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https://bit.ly/ryansickler My HoneyDew this week is Jeremiah Watkins! Jeremiah returns to close out the most fucked up year with the most emotional episode I’ve ever had. Jeremiah highlights the lowlights about his engagement and he reads from one of his journals, including an entry about a close friend who took her life. Talking about it took Jeremiah by surprise and I’ll be honest, it took me by surprise too. We went to therapy on this one y’all! I’d like to thank each and every one of you for your support! I appreciate all y’all ESPECIALLY this year! Here’s to a happy, healthy, prosperous 2021! SUBSCRIBE to my YouTube and watch full episodes of The HoneyDew every toozdee! https://www.youtube.com/rsickler SUBSCRIBE to my Patreon show, The HoneyDew with Y’all, where I highlight the lowlights with y’all! What’s your story? https://www.patreon.com/TheHoneyDew Check out the NEW HoneyDew merch! https://shop.upstatemerch.com/ryansickler/shop/home http://ryansickler.com/ https://www.facebook.com/TheHoneyDewPodcast/ https://thehoneydewpodcast.com/ 0:00 Getting into it 6:20 Christian upbringing 8:06 Divorced parents 11:25 Bubby come blow 21:35 Weird torture shit 24:23 Journal readings 31:12 Engagement ring 41:52 Candice 55:43 Lighter entries 59:42 Dave Chappelle story

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